Feel the music. And dance.

YSaturday, July 22, 2006.

okayy..before i start tis post..i want u to know im nt a supa depressed person k?(juz feelin hyper super duper uper confused and mixed up) ->> i feel lyk laughing for no reason..but oso really feel lyk crying. LOL!

bleahx..
guides was okayy today..
was coughing, so i didnt join in the parade rehersal..trained e sec 1s along with sam instead. hmmms..fanny asked hiromi to pass ms leong a letter abt her wanting to quit guides,then ms leong scolded hiromi until she cried..then she cum and vent her anger on the rest of us..she's so NICE.. don u juz tink so?..

tried my best to rush for sum job thingy ng min asked mii to go for..cldn't make it on time.. how saddening. i missed my first chance of a job!

hahax..(fake laughs again)
see. i still can laugh[on the outside]. dat proves i'm alrite.
u hav to believe mii. though even i know dat im deceiving myself.
okayy..i tink now i really feel lyk crying..why? tis..mii is wondering too..

erm..oh ya! thx yen qing n fanny for lending mii ur guide uniforms! whether top or bottom or berret. hahax.(dat, was a geniune laugh.)
they say laughter is e best medicine..but e more i laugh..e more i cough too! tis is bad, but i tink my cough's getting better..

wad shld i wear tmr? hmmms.. decided on attire alr. dunno if i shld bring bag..n if i bring bag..which bag??

i declared to lots of ppl dat i shall nt bother abt him & his probs frm now..but mii cant help but wonder..and wonder..and wonder.. DOTS!..
sumone said ben saw wad i wrote on my table in sch..abt some guy..then he n shawn said he looked so sad today.. ahhhh!!!!! i don even know wad i myself wrote on table lar! lyk wads ur prob man..

nitenite. mii tired le. nid to slp to recover better.. switt dreams everyone!

music+dance=ME;
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